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this is MY LIFE..

STAY ONLI if u care..

GET LOST if u dun..

basically thats ME!!!

Thursday, July 28, 2005

upset

third post for today..

i am realli realli sad..

i realli duno hw to describe my feelings nw..

i wanted veri much to slap him..

i wanted veri much to scold him rite into his face..

i wanted veri much to shout at him..

but..

i oso wanted veri much to be with him again..

i oso wanted veri much to love him again..

i oso wanted veri much to tell him hw much i miss him again..

i oso wantd veri much to call him dear again..

but all these can no longer be happening..

i wanted so much to cry again..

yesh...

cry....

cry all i can..

i wanted so much to turn back the time and reject him...

i wanted so much to turn back the time and stand strong on the decision i made on 18th July 2005...

i wanted so much...

i think i am too greedy..

Leng..

u asked me..

what will i reply him,

if i am given a choice again on the first time he asked..

what will be my reply..

i will definately say NO..

because i rather he forget his past le..

den be with me..

i rather we stay as friends..

but u asked..

what if he asked to be back again nw...

what will be my reply..

i will definately say YES..

why?!

because i have already promised him that i will nt regret..

but..

regards this 2 situation..

both are impossible to happen le..

i did have thoughts whether will he ask to be back again..

but nw i gt his answer veri clearly le..

ya....

like what i say...

Wenhao..,

u are nt me..

u will never know how hurt i am..

yes u did went thru things like this before..

u have been hurt before..

but that doesnt mean that u will know how hurt i am....

u did went thru this before..

and why must u let me go thru this oso?!

do u think it is fair for me?!!

u are realli selfish..

u will never know how much i have put in..

u will never know how i feel..

u will never..

never ever..

=>upset<=
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7/28/2005 02:24:00 PM

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=`victoria chew rong ping
=`07th december 1986
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